A Forbidden Love Leaves Forbidden Thoughts: A Memoir

I think of you when I walk to school in the morning When I look across the street I think of you I think of you when I practice my violin How I wanted to hear you rap and play your guitar And you hear me sing love songs I think of you when I look at cars and see the word Civic My heart starts to race and I can't breathe I think of you when I do my homework I think of you when I think of braces I think of you- I can't stop thinking of you at random times! Get out of my head!

I think of you when I cook pancakes How you promised me you would cook shirmp for me one day And how I promised you I would make you some of my delicious chocolate pancakes with a side of kisses

But I mostly think of you when I'm in my bed when I sometimes wish I could feel your body next to mine I think of you as I fall asleep Just wishing for the day that day that we'll finally be allowed to be together

I think of you when I wake up in the morning How I sometimes miss waking up to find an email in my inbox from you